drops

And that is how it started.

It's how it started before, the exact same way, so I know where this is going to end.

For most people this kind of thought/feeling is bullshit, maybe a point of immaturity or insecurity, but for whom is affected is something that burns inside, cools and then shatters. Over and over again. It's like having some kind of monster/alien eating you alive from you stomach.

I don't hope people understands this. To be honest, I really don't care about what they think.

But, man, this is hard to overcome.